Sweetest moments...

口头禅

2011-07-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

i-am-going-to-melt-soon... ...

陪我到以后

2011-07-02T22:18:00.002+08:00

i used to like cyndi wang. but duno why i seemed quite pissed when she hugged xiao zhu in this mv. :\

btw, xiao zhu is so handsome.

笑容迷死人了。:x

陪你到最后

2011-05-29T16:36:00.001+08:00

♥

一万零一夜

2011-05-29T16:07:00.001+08:00

why are u so handsome? >.< 我又再度地爱上他了。xD

拼什么

2011-02-02T18:38:00.001+08:00

alright, he's still handsome. xD

visual dreams~

2011-01-19T00:09:00.003+08:00

seohyun and sunny got most of the parts! :D

prettyyyyyyyy hyunnnnnnnn!!!! xDDD

taeyeon is so cute!!!! ^-^

♥♥♥

for first-time lovers (banmal song)

2011-01-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

so sweet. x)

i love this song v v much. :))

anyone of us (stupid mistake)

2010-12-28T01:32:00.001+08:00

nice song recommended by mag. :)

banmal song

2010-12-27T14:27:00.003+08:00

the banmal song~ how cute! x)))

YONGSEO HWAITING!!! >.^

s.m. the ballad - miss you

2010-11-28T23:39:00.001+08:00

4 shuai ge :D

O.O

2010-11-27T14:39:00.001+08:00

impressive. x)

-

2010-11-17T16:40:00.003+08:00

SHIT YOU.

you wouldn't answer my calls

2010-11-13T19:13:00.002+08:00

omg their powerful vocals! X)

i prefer their live performances to recorded ones. ;)

mistake ♥

2010-10-31T16:53:00.003+08:00

seohyun angel ♥

taeyeon's powerful voice ♥

jessica, yoona & tiffany look gorgeous here. :)

♥ this song. :)

hoot ♥♥♥

2010-10-28T19:25:00.002+08:00

♥ taeyeon & seohyun! :)))

jessica & yoona are gorgeous! ;)

sooyoung & hyoyeon look pretty here too! ^-^

genie 3d

2010-10-24T12:49:00.001+08:00

sowoneul malhaebwa~

daum screensaver

2010-10-07T10:36:00.010+08:00

taengoo ♥

seobaby ♥

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

gee jap ♥

2010-10-06T08:42:00.003+08:00

cute!!!

jessica looks like barbie doll. ;)

错的人

2010-09-16T14:01:00.003+08:00

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能

可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

genie ♥♥♥

2010-09-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

yongseo ♥♥♥

2010-09-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

omg omg! X)))

oh! my goddess

2010-09-02T12:15:00.003+08:00

seohyun goddess! ♥

quote

2010-08-14T19:18:00.007+08:00

Life is for having fun. Don't be stupid and waste it on someone who is gonna act like they hate you tomorrow. Never waste it on someone who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you. Don't give that person the rest of your tears or a month or a year of your life when they treat you badly and doesn't mind making you cry. Every person deserves someone who wants to brag about them. Babe, dont fool yourself. You deserve so much better than that.

:'(

路过的新娘

2010-08-08T13:02:00.001+08:00

路走了一段还没到一半
怎么会觉得好喘
赤着心像赤着脚所以痛楚不堪
给了一座山换来泪一滩
沿途幸福都不亮
一路走到绝望不是跌伤
是妄想使然
我不该当你是新娘
这条路不去教堂
现在我也不会瘫在路旁
看着你转弯
我不该当你是新娘
怎会有未来可讲
你只是走累了借我肩膀
仅仅是这样
路走了一段还没到一半
怎么会觉得好喘
赤着心像赤着脚所以痛楚不堪
给了一座山换来泪一滩
沿途幸福都不亮
一路走到绝望不是跌伤
是妄想使然
我不该当你是新娘
这条路不去教堂
现在我也不会瘫在路旁
看着你转弯
我不该当你是新娘
怎会有未来可讲
你只是走累了借我肩膀
仅仅是这样
你不过是路过的新娘
我当你是新娘路不去教堂
现在我也不会瘫在路旁
看着你转弯
我不该当你是新娘
怎会有未来可讲
你只是走累了借我肩膀
仅仅是这样
你只是路过的新娘

爱就对了

2010-07-28T19:49:00.000+08:00

总是要流一些滚烫热泪
才能换来对爱的体会
你看时间没有毁灭
心也没有碎
其他的就交时间解决
你当然可以重新再爱
受过伤的感动怎样爱与被爱

多余
反正你有他的回忆
有空白回忆
离开你的只有他但是爱还在
但是爱还在

听我说
爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人

可是
爱就对了
遇到下一个
爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想那是人必经的折磨
也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手
受一点苦痛
帮助她成熟

听我说
爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人

可是
爱就对了
遇到下一个
爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

别探听他的线索
别等待他会回头
爱不喜欢看人软弱
别继续把心封锁
别躲在伤心里头

爱万一来了别错过

爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人

可是
爱就对了
遇到下一个
爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

听我说
爱是对的
错的是别人自以为的爱
才会有爱人又伤害爱人
可是
爱就对了
爱了就值得
爱就能懂得
健身当快乐
爱就对了

bad girl good girl

2010-07-24T01:07:00.002+08:00

wow.

Up & Down + Lucifer

2010-07-24T00:45:00.001+08:00

shuai!

It's Ok Even If It Hurts

2010-06-28T21:14:00.012+08:00

It's okay even if I can't see
It's okay even if I can't breath
If I could meet you only once
If I could give you all my heart

How much more do I have to miss you
So that maybe you could know my heart?
How much more do I to cry and cry
So that tears could be dry?

Does it hurt because of loving you?
Is it the punishment for loving you so much?
Even though you say that I can lose everything
It's okay if I just have you to be with me

Even if my heart is broken when loving you
Even if my heart is separated when waiting for you
It's okay because I love you
It's okay even if I get hurt

The farther I turn away so as to forget you
The more I miss you, What can I do
Even when you keep telling me it's not right just

To keep me away from you
You are the only one to me, What can I do

Does it hurt because of loving you?
Is it the punishment for loving you so much?
Even though you say that I can lose everything
It's okay if I just have you to be with me

Even if my heart is broken when loving you
Even if my heart is separated when waiting for you
It's okay because I love you
It's okay even if I get hurt

Even if I get poisoned and pricked
My love for you can't stop
I will wait for you until forever
I will endure even if it hurts and hurts

Because of loving you more
It's okay even if tears fall down
It's okay even if it hurts...

心痛, 要到何时才能痊愈?

It truly hurts. But it doesn't matter anymore.

:'(

2 different tears

2010-06-08T18:23:00.001+08:00

Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain

So I hate you...
So I love you...
So I hate you...
So I love you...

I'm tryna figure out how to move on with my life
Without you by my side
Wakin up with teary eyes,
I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now

So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
No matter how hard I try,
I just can't forget it why
I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be

Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain

So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)

I'm cryin over you, still what does this mean?
Do I still want you back in my life?
After all these painful things you've done to me
Why is it so hard to realize?

So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
But the harder that I fight,
You come closer in my sight,
And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no~

Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)

(Uh~)
(C'mere boy)
(Uh~)

Why do I still feel this way
When I know there's nothing left to say
Shouldn't be but I loved you in the first place
Wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you
With the pain that you put me thorough
But ah...
That's the reason why I still miss you no matter how hard I try

Gave me 2 different tears (you gave me~)
After all these years (years, yeah)
Tears of joy, tears of pain (pain! )
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)

Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)~

taengoo in singapore ♥

2010-06-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

oh cabi cabi ~

2010-05-20T22:22:00.001+08:00

hey cooky ! ;)

2010-04-26T20:45:00.003+08:00

taeyeon is sooooooooooooo cuteeee!! awww~~~ ♥♥♥

update-

2010-03-24T20:36:00.005+08:00

a short update.

gotten results yesterday. satisfied with it. especially for those modules i wasn't so confident in.

by the way i've been attached to exxon mobil. it wasn't really what i want cos i wanted pharma. but it is still a good company. hopefully i'll be posted to a good department.

life in cptc was ok ok. even though it isnt that good now, it is still abit better than the first time when i just stepped in there.

but as usual it is still very tiring everyday. guess had been accumulating too much tiredness im having headache now.

ok i gotta rest now. -

run devil run~

2010-03-18T19:34:00.004+08:00

♥

taeyeon's hot. ;)

tiring week~

2010-03-13T15:56:00.003+08:00

my handphone time wasnt accurate and i was late for the bus yesterday. i knew when i was only at cck. :\

had to come down from train to take taxi. i was panicking like what.

i ran all the way to the back cos i saw that there were alot people at the taxi stand but cant hail any taxi cos its at traffic light area.

next i hired a taxi but didnt get in cos i ran back to the taxi stand and got into another taxi. i knew its wrong but that was the first time and i was so panicked.

the driver told me to call the driver of the taxi that i hired to cancel it. im lucky that the driver is nice enough. :)

there were jams from cck to jurong east but the way to cptc is fast and i managed to reach cptc in time. phew.

this was an experience to me but this experience is expensive. :( $20+ gone just like that. haix.

finally its weekends after so 5 days of hell and this is only the first week. :( break also dont seem like one cos still gotta study for test and complete the log book entry. this is damn torturing. :\

one by one is getting sick. i guess it is due to the weather not drinking enough water and not enough sleep. im also feeling abit sick. :\

take care everyone and get well soon. -

second day-

2010-03-10T01:49:00.002+08:00

how stupid it is to wake up so early in the morning and end up all sleeping during the training.

i had been sleeping throughout lectures and tutorials since yesterday and its only the second day today.

time seemed to pass super slowly during the training.

haix i guess it will be much much much harder to pass when im not with my class. the training will be much more fun if it is with them. :'(

feeling so tired everyday and i dun like it. :(

-

2010-03-09T03:03:00.001+08:00

cptc sucks.

how am i going to survive during these 6 weeks?

training starts

2010-03-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

its the start of my cptc training tomorrow.

the one week holiday passed so quickly that i cant feel there's any holiday. there's activity going on almost everyday.

seriously, im very afraid and worried about the training and attachment. gotta wake up very early everyday and i cant be late. the most important thing is about my performance. im very worried that my tiredness will affect my performance.

i hope that everything will go smoothly. hopefully, i can manage to get sufficient rest everyday too. good luck to myself. and everyone too.

love it it it it it it it ah! ~

2010-02-13T03:01:00.003+08:00

one of the better 'oh!' performance i think. X) and taeyeon finally can sing live again. :)

☆★☆ ~

2010-02-07T00:48:00.001+08:00

love this.

-

2010-01-28T05:24:00.002+08:00

a stupid lizard ran towards me when i was bathing just now. it made me scream in the midnight. >:(

see. lizards like to appear when im bathing. -_-

my sp presentation just now was like shit. but i didnt care much cos too last minute le. didnt prepare.

went kbox just now. my first time with poly friends. only $8 due to promotion. so cheap. :S and there are snsd's songs. X)

i dun think i can wake up later for elective. had been sleeping late due to sp for past two days. im so so so tired now but i still hvnt sleep. :S

alright sleeping now. nights.

oh oh oh oh! ~~~

2010-01-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))

oh!

2010-01-21T23:56:00.004+08:00

looking forward to their second album :)

-

2010-01-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

i guess this year wont be a good year too. and i guess my chinese new year and birthday will be like shit too.

不抱太大的期望，就不会有太多失望。

i need money

2010-01-15T03:51:00.003+08:00

yea the title says everything. im hoping money will appear from nowhere. >.<

im happy with all the common tests results. :) marketing is another surprising one. ;)

im left with about three hours of sleep but im very tired now. im crazy. sleeping now nights. :)

random~ :)

2010-01-08T03:48:00.006+08:00

watched forth kind with the class on monday.

this movie really crept me out. >.<

it isnt really a horror movie. but because this is based on true story. however no evidence whether it is real or not yet. some find this movie not nice at all. hmm.

oh ya and i watched avatar le. quite long liao i guess is last last week? forgot to mention.

and yea this movie is super worth it. it is quite a long movie but i was concentrating through out the entire movie. X) even though i dun quite understand some parts. XD

comparing both the two hours plus movies, i prefer avatar to 2012. 2012 is quite draggy. so those who hvnt catch this movie, go watch it soon! :)

hmm got back just one of the tests results. maths. wooo im surprised of the grade i got. really expected wun do well for it. this means...there is a lot moderation for this paper. >.<

im happy with the result though. X) cos this is the paper im most not confident in. even though got moderation but didnt drop jiu can le. :D

ok im sleeping soon although lesson starts late later. cos im very tired now. nites. :)

p.s. i guess i must keep more things to myself. cos i cant differentiate who can be trusted and who cannot be. one more new year's resolution. i shall shut my mouth tighter and stop bombing so much things out. :X

i wanted so much to clear my doubts. but i guess i wont be able to clear them.

-

2010-01-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

so this is what i got after such a long and tiring day.

i am already feeling damn lousy and i am still getting this shit.

don't blame me for not going any more outings cause i really may do so.

and say whatever you all want cause i DON'T WANT TO CARE ANYMORE.

thanks for embarrassing me.

F*CK.

PLEASE GROW UP!

school reopens~

2010-01-04T01:56:00.002+08:00

school's starting later at 8am but i still hvnt sleep. :D

what have i done for the two weeks of holiday? slacking throughout. packed my bag at the last minute and a bit of tidying up of my desk. my papers are all in a mess. :X

not looking forward to get results also.

left with few hours of sleep i definitely will be tired later. such a long day omg. ><

alright going sleep now. :D

helpless

2010-01-02T03:59:00.002+08:00

haiz i dont want it too but i dont know what to do. anyone can tell me what to do? i guess i am taking people's comments too seriously but i cant help it.

i need money. i seriously need a lot a lot more money. :'(

*^&% #@$!

2010-01-01T23:27:00.004+08:00

feel shitty today. dont know why.

hopefully no more things will irritate me again.

new year 2010

2010-01-01T02:21:00.004+08:00

happy new year everyone! :D

so pathetic christmas stayed at home, new year also stayed at home. >.<

2009 just ended few hours before. in conclusion 2009 was quite a bad year for me. a lot of things seemed unsuccessful.

for this new year, i wish

- that i can have better health. >< [wish everyone have good health too. :)]

- that i can maintain my results and wont get lazier. X)

- that i can do well for attachment and can enjoy working with colleagues. (im so worried for my attachment! :X)

- that i can maintain good relationships with my family and friends especially the close ones. :)

- that I CAN HAVE A LOT MORE MONEY! XD

- to have a boyfriend. XDD haha no la. i wish that i can love myself more.

and of course most importantly i hope that everything will get better and go smoothly for me. i hope that i can be happy everyday too. :))

came back from chalet just now. to me this chalet is not as fun as the previous chalets we had. maybe because there were less activities during this chalet. hmm.

haiz no money now still got to pay for my own phone bill. because of the OUTSTANDING amount. i exceeded a lot. :X i just borrowed money from my brother. i guess now i have to borrow again liao. :(

holiday is going to end soon liao. :((( two weeks is seriously not enough for me. :( my only holiday is going to end soon. :((((((((((((

alright sleeping soon le. hope i can spend the last three days of holiday wisely. :)

useful words

2009-12-28T04:15:00.012+08:00

posting three consecutive days of God's words to me from facebook. just feel like posting here instead of facebook. i feel that these words are very meaningful to me. :)

25/12

You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.

26/12

On this day of your life, Wei Shan, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep.

The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.

27/12

On this day of your life, Wei Shan, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are perfect as you are.

God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.

p.s. why is the font like this. i duno how to change. :\

- holiday! -

2009-12-23T04:10:00.011+08:00

so lazy to update blog. :X had a few things to update during school days but didnt due to laziness and busyness again. now all forget liao. :S

alright, common tests are over. which means that im having my long-awaited holiday now. :D actually i already had the holiday mood before that. i guess i had been slacking too much throughout this sem. X(

this common test ---> no hope.

rs i thought i knew how to do but no time to finish. left abit didnt complete for each question. :(

bpa was ok ok. but i duno if my answers are correct or not. not much confident for theory. :((

maths = die liao. didnt manage to complete and i realised i got a lot answers wrong after comparing. this sem's maths s**** man. :X :(((

haiz why am i so slack this sem. i really got no mood to study liao. :( this holiday seemed to pass so quickly. so fast wednesday liao. :((( how i wish this 2 weeks holiday can extend longer..........

AND, this is the only holiday we have liao. after semester end exams, we will be having attachment liao. :(((((((( take away my one month plus holiday for training and attachment for whole sem. siannnnnn laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........

we went for the body world exhibition at science centre yesterday. omg i feel that its damn boring. :X the body world was ok, but the science centre was superrr boring. ><

im seriously super broke now. :( i dun even have enough money to spend on the things i want. i duno why i kept spending over and cant manage to save money. i dun have money to spend for this holiday liao. :(((

christmas is coming but i got no plan yet. maybe a loner again this year. no money to celebrate also.

i kept sleeping late for doing nothing. :X its holiday now i should have use this time to replenish my sleep, but i didnt. :X

alright got to sleep now going out later at night. :)

-

2009-12-20T04:04:00.003+08:00

i dun dare to think about the future.

cause i am always making wrong moves and decisions.

the future seems so scary to me.

i am afraid of having anymore regrets in my life.

i cant accept that.

S.E.O.U.L ~~

2009-12-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

:))) <3

:)))

2009-11-29T03:31:00.010+08:00

snsd and kyungsan :)))

look at kyungsan's blur look. ^^

seohyun, hyoyeon, kyungsan and sooyoung :DD

haha taeyeon is so cute. X)

kyungsan! ^-^

soooo cuteeeeee~~~!!!! >.<

haha kyungsan is forced to be kissed by yuri. X))

>:(

2009-11-29T03:30:00.000+08:00

SIAN LA NO MOOD TO STUDY! >:(((

X)

2009-11-26T23:41:00.015+08:00

tomorrow is a holiday! happy happy happy. :)

but there are two tests next week. achem 40%. omg. sian sian sian. :(

bpa test. die liao. last minute work. sure cannot score. haix im so lazy. :(

the rs test. ... no comment. :X ><

went out with 2e4 people last saturday. it has been so long since i last met the most of them. :)

ate at yuki yaki. then went esplanade.

being together with them is still as fun even though we didnt meet up for so long. had a great day. :)))

yea 2e4 rocks! :D

hahaha and there are videos taken.

watch the first one, then the next two. :D too bad i wasnt there watching when all these were taken. XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5GUd1r554M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=em3-LED0_AE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwO5w78tudQ

hahaha everytime i watch the videos, i will laugh till stomachache. >.<

watched 2012 with szehuey jeremia keatyee yesterday.

was too tired due to the bpa test till i slept at the front part. but the back part is nice.

i spent about $50 yesterday. omg.

haix haix haix im so broke now i need more money. :(((

alright think thats all i want to update. :)

cuteee~~~ ^-^

2009-11-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

looking at this baby brightens up my day. ^^

kyungsan and yuri. awww so cute!!! <3

sleepy~

2009-11-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

i love the weather today. how i wish the weather will be like this everyday. ><

i hate the maths this sem. its super boring and wasting my time. till now i still dun understand. so irritated.

marketing is damn boring also. quite regretted changing. i totally have no interest in that. but whatever la since its easy to score.

my com spoiled again last last week. pro user. ><

my father sent it for repair last week and got it back the day after. so efficient. only reformatted but got to pay $50 when my com is still under waranty. cheat money ah. >:(

but happy my com is now brand new 'inside'. haha. starting up and shutting down is fast. :D

argh suddenly there are a lot of things to do. tests, assignments...

im very sleepy now think going to sleep soon liao. nites. :)

...

2009-11-14T14:00:00.005+08:00

its time for me to update my blog liao. >.<

haix i duno why i feel that this sem's modules are harder than last sem's. even though a lot of people say this sem is easier. :\

i guess i really got no mood to study liao. i seriously can feel how lazy i am this sem as compared to previous sems.

this sem's modules are so boring. i prefer last sem. more interesting. :X

and for some modules, especially MATHS, i dun understand a single thing from the start. omg. :S

went for director's list party this wednesday. its abit more interesting this sem. not that its fun but its 'funnier'.

haha i mean that there were lots of jokes. made me laugh till stomachache. ><

cert still the same as usual.

alright that should be all i want update liao. not much to update cos its all about schooling.

and... you s***.

i hate copycats too.

L O L

2009-10-17T01:21:00.007+08:00

another video to share. :D

hahahahahahaha. these two guys are damn retarded. but quite a catchy song though. ><

enjoy!

XDDDDDDDDDD

school's reopening soon! ><

2009-10-16T16:20:00.002+08:00

yay i got scv liao. or cable tv duno what is it called. and broadband.

im happy as the internet access is quite fast. although duno why sometimes got problem like yesterday. :\

but all these will only last for three months. :(

the third soup i cooked failed. my father said the taste is weird. sian. hahaha.

around two more days to school reopen. sooo fast. sian havent had enough of my holiday leh. ><

the kbox people still havent call me. i guess i wun be going back anymore. stupid waste my time and travelling fare.

didnt go out this week. everyday stayed at home play internet. and sleeping late everyday.

think i must try to adjust my sleeping time back a little liao. :D

chocolate <3

2009-10-16T15:34:00.003+08:00

woooo rocks! X))

my hoildays~

2009-10-12T00:15:00.010+08:00

im finally here to update! haha.

didnt blog for so long is just simply because im lazy. hehe.

here's an update on my holiday. :D

hmm i cant remember when i stayed over at szehuey's house. but it was on the same day i went for the kbox job interview.

chatted till 6+ in the morning. had breakfast and lunch at her house. her mum's cooking is always so good. :)

and of course, i worked during this holiday. but only worked two days for the banquet job. hahaha.

yea the job is tough. the dishes are damn heavy. my hand muscles were super painful after the first day of work. but duno why they just recovered after the second day of work which is two days later.

even though it's tough but time passed very quickly when working that job. this is the only thing i like about that job i guess.

photos taken. :D

first day. me cuiwen ziyan. :D

second day. with cuiwen. :)

another job which is the one im working now is kbox. at jurong safra. newly open de.

i went for the training yesterday. so stupid the training was 4 hours WITHOUT PAY. dun allow me to go off earlier. argh.

although this job isnt so tough, i dun really like it. most important reason is because i dun like most of the people there. especially the in-charge.

maybe i will work for this week. if they didnt contact me to ask me work this week, i think i wun be going back anymore. then i will waste four hours yesterday. argh heck care la.

or maybe i will continue to work after school reopens. not sure yet. but most probably no.

yea during this holiday i also searched for soup recipes on internet. too bo liao le. X)

muahaha the first soup i cooked turned out to be ... too salty. XD

i didnt noe i have to soak the szechuan vegetable first before cooking. X) but other than too salty, the other ingredients were nice de hor~ haha.

the second one wasnt cooked by me. :D but i taught my maid how to cook and she followed my instructions de. even though i followed the recipe de. XD

my father also helped in cooking it too. he added more ingredients to it (which i dun really like) but the soup turned out to be a success this time. X)

my bro said that it was very nice (even though not cooked by me) and want me to cook more next time. so i probably will be cooking again ... later? i have some other soups recipes. :D

school's starting soon. left only one week of holiday. :(

timetable was out le. other days were quite ok ba except for monday. such a long day 8am to 8.30pm at night. wa damn tiring.

most of the days end quite late. but luckily tuesday isnt a long day.

oh forgot to mention i spent hours to clean up my room just now. it was super dusty previously. satisfied after cleaning. :D

left a week for me to enjoy. dun feel like working but no money le. :( cant go out also but i dun mind cos im lazy to go out also.

alright guess i'll be sleeping late today again. i hope they wun suddenly call me to go work. :S

:))

results!

2009-09-23T15:52:00.006+08:00

!!!

i seriously dun understand how the lecturers determine our grades. >.<

ok i take back my words from the last post. i seriously thought i will do badly but ... :S

i CONFIRM x 1oooooo% that there is moderation. and moderate alot. :X

morning woke up by sms to check results but slept back immediately after checking cos too tired. thats why didnt blog in the morning. >.<

but seriously im happy about it. im also glad that most of them got good results and some managed to pass all. :) more people from our class got into director's list liao. :))

go people lets continue to work hard for next sem! :) even though i noe i will become slacker after each sem. X)

my relatives from malaysia came to stay over at my house since yesterday.

my father wasnt at home yesterday then my bro and i didnt noe what to do with them. :S we were sooo bad we didnt even help them on the fan. XD

haha because we didnt see them before. maybe young time but i cant remember at all. X)

hmm i guess they will be going back tonight.

went to take the vaccination injection with cuiwen and her friend yesterday. it was still quite painful yesterday but today ok liao. :D

omg i didnt noe i will be working in a hotel. :S im so blur. ><

i was told that working this will be quite tough. hopefully everything will go smoothly. im so scared. new environment and new people. :SSS >.<

think i will start work next week. this week will be another rotting week. no income. :(

oh ya i forgot to mention i had my dinner at imperial la mian xiao long bao at marina square yesterday. haha suhui's post made me want go there try the food. :D

yep yep like what she said the food is nice! the la mian is smooth. and i think the xiao long bao is abit better than the one i ate previously. :D

and most importantly the food isnt expensive! $10+ per person can eat till very full liao. :)) duno when going back to eat again? hehe. X))

alright i will end here. going to find something to do. :D

worry~~

2009-09-21T16:53:00.003+08:00

results releasing soon?? omg. i didnt realise until sakinah told me. :S

for this sem, im really scared and worried to get the results.

not because im looking forward. its because im really scared that i will get poor results for this sem. the feeling is different from the last two sems.

haix damn damn worried. anyway i probably wun get into the director's list for this sem. if so, it will mean that i drop alot.

im worried for ALL modules. especially REE. omg im so worried that my results will be pulled down by this module. :SSS

alright but everything was done liao so just leave everything to God and prepare to receive my results. even though i really hope that i wun drop alot. >.<

left about four weeks of holiday? omg. this holiday seems to pass very quickly.

how i wish i can have a longer holiday. so that i can work longer and rest longer! i want to rest longer before the new sem starts. >.<

ok im ending here. off to watch tv liao.

randoms >.<

2009-09-19T22:54:00.005+08:00

yea yea here to update. :)

muahaha hvnt start work yet. the prepaid card job also dun have liao. :(

but luckily still got another job. dealing with food de. tuesday going to take injection with cuiwen. :)

had a great lunch just now. guessed what i had?

steamboat. :) in rice cooker. XD hahaha creative right.

this is how i eat steamboat at home. cos i dun have steamboat. but the taste is still as nice. X)

haha i guess this post will be quite random.

had dian xiao er as dinner this wednesday. it was my first time eating there and the food is niceee. :))) although it wasnt cheap. >.<

the duck meat is super nice. yummy. X)

this dish is nice too!! :))

and i watched final destination 4 liao. omg the scenes are disgusting. >.<

but overall the movie is quite nice. :) even though its like what most people said. predictable.

wooooooo my father saved me from my >:( mood yesterday. he rocks man. >.<

i enjoyed the chats with szehuey. :)))

hmm i hope that sakinah's bro will be alright. pray hard for him. :)

lastly i really hate the ants in my house and i WILL do something to get rid of them soon. stupid. >>:((

ok done with my randomness. X)

yea yea quite looking forward to the new job. meanwhile before the job starts i will enjoy my holidays first. :D

guess i will watch videos till quite late today.

:DDD

outings~

2009-09-12T21:44:00.010+08:00

went out with my dear friends in three consecutive days. :D

went orchard with szehuey, jeremia and keatyee on wednesday. walked around in orchard ion, orchard central and then cineleisure.

had our dinner at xin wang. i went there duno how many times liao. :S

at xin wang. :)

after eating we walked around in cineleisure then walked to esplanade. sat there and chatted till 10 plus then home. :)

went kbox at amk with szehuey and jeremia on thursday. few months never go liao. X)

reached there at around 2 plus and sang till 7. didnt take any photos. :D

went suhui's house yesterday. planned to go marina barrage for picnic initially but changed due to the rain.

szehuey, mag and i reached suhui's house first. we chatted and played with suhui's sister. :)

we planned an advance birthday surprise for suhui.

we told suhui yixin wun be going. however night time, yixin and ruiyi came with a cake. we sang birthday song together. :)

haha another birthday surprise from us again. ;D

suhui's surprised and happy face as they brought the cake to her. :D

after that, linjie came to join us.

birthday gal cutting the cake. :)

after that we went to have dinner and went back to suhui's house.

took quite alot of photos. i didnt upload all cos some are too unglam. X)

ruiyi said it wasnt the piglet that was upside down. it was us. XD

the three of them became the main focus. we were just the calefare. >.<

suhui's sis made everyone squeeze together! XD

lying on each other's shoulder. :)

XDD

nice feets behind. :DD

suping~ haha so cute. ^^

hahaha cute right! XDD

hearts :)

done by ruiyi. szehuey kena covered. hahahaha. XD

yixin's turn. done by ruiyi again. X)

ruiyi~ hehe look at her face so cute. X))

scandal couple #1 >.<

scandal couple #2. XD

after that we went home at about 11 plus. fun day. :D

enjoyed these three days. :)

:DDD

money. money ~~~

2009-09-08T04:54:00.007+08:00

the internet was damn slow just now made me super irritated. >:( and .... ARGH.

alright forget it. i have just changed my blogskin. again. :D

this week is going to be a packed one. activities almost everyday. :)

happy to meet friends. :) sad that im pathetically broke. i havent been so broke before. :((( im worried that i dun even have enough money to spend. thinking of no money makes me depress. :(

its holiday now but i have no money to spend. HAIZ.

hopefully i can earn much during this holiday.

no pictures to upload cos the phone cant upload pictures. :(

i want a phone. i want money.

!!!

by the way, i've been watching videos about 慧慈 recently. she is a damn funny gal. can make me laugh till stomachache. XD

even though she is weird but i find her quite cute and likeable. X)

type her name in youtube and there will be videos about her. :)

OH MY GOD ~~~ X)

holidays!!!

2009-09-04T19:29:00.015+08:00

i know it has been superrr long since my last update. :D this will always happen during exam period. due to my laziness. :D

duno what to update. headcache. slept too long. :S

exams were finally over on wednesday. woohoo waited so long. :D

thermo and ree were the first two papers. i knew there were mistakes for the both papers. i think ree was the worst paper done. :(((

maths and hmt both got mistakes. not that confident for these two. i should have done the other question for hmt. history repeated. :X but for maths other than the mistake i knew the rest should be quite ok.

oh i forgot to mention ca. i think ca and fpm were the only two papers i had more confidence in. managed to finish all the questions. hope i will do well. but fpm lab reports will confirm pull the marks down. ARGH.

duno why this sem so slack totally got no mood to study. pray that i wun drop alot even though i definitely will. :(((

and ya sp4 presentation. should be quite ok ba hopefully. :\

after the last paper on wednesday we went orchard to eat and watch movie. ate at xing wang in cineleisure and watched the movie the proposal.

its a super nice movie. funny and abit of romance. :) and i managed to understand the whole movie. :D one of the nicest movie i watched this year. other than the orphan. :)

after the movie we went to com games at a lan shop. left 4 dead and counterstrike. this is my first time playing l4d. quite fun. :D oh my but dun worry im not addicted to it. ><

after that we went to have dinner. then home. :D

i was super tired on that day because i didnt sleep the night before. i can even sleep when standing in the mrt. ><

yay holiday now. but i think i will be working during this holiday. im super poor now and i need $$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this holiday is going to be exciting. hehehe. work, outings, class chalet at end of september, and ... and ... lots more. :DD

alright i cant remember what else to type liao. ><

one last thing. the ants behind me are damn irritating. :X ><

lastly pictures! :D

sakinah's 18th birthday :D

with birthday girl :D

with cuiwen. :)

sp4 presentation :)

nice fingers behind. ><

me. sakinah. cuiwen. sheila. :)

HEHEHE. X) taken before the movie.

someone trying to get into the picture. X)

after movie. :)

us playing l4d! :DD

last pic. cuiwen and i. :)

2009-07-15T00:44:00.012+08:00

i've just changed blogskin again. :)

so long never blog le. i got alot of things to write about but i think alot i forgot le.

hmm during the study break we celebrated szehuey's belated birthday at party world. enjoyed the singing session with them. hope to have another soon. :)

szehuey. mag. me. ruiyi. yixin. :)

week 11 was the e-learning week. did not have to attend school. was super happy that there is extra break. :D

but i dun like the e-learning lessons. for me i think its useless cos i leant nothing. :X i dun like learning in this way.

szehuey accompanied me to see doctor during the break for my back. thanks alot. :)))))))

the medicines are duper awful. :S but my back recovered le. :)

week 12 was common tests week. other than maths, i got no confidence in other modules at all. this time round seriously DOOM liao.

FPM cuiiii like hell. i counted i think i can only get about 40. OMG. i really gave up when doing the paper. haiz.

CA i got no time to finish. whole paper i like anyhow do one.

HMT i just hope that i wun get too low. managed to finish but duno correct or not.

praying that i wun fail any paper. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

got back thermo and REE results.

got A for thermo. and D for REE paper. expected but still disappointed. first time got D. hopeless le. hope reports and quizzes will pull up more.

i will definitely drop alot for this sem. then last two sems i worked that hard for nothing le.

:'(

sp report on week 14. sp presentation on week 15. thermo common test on week 16. ree common test on week 17.

just after all the common tests there are still tests again. haizz.

enjoyed the weekend after the common tests. :D

2009-06-22T04:14:00.016+08:00

im super, duper slack! :S

i really got no feel to study. there are so many things that are distracting me. facebook, tv, ...

SIAN SIAN SIAN!!! >:(((((

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i wonder why cats like to come to my room's windows and why lizards like to appear when im bathing. hmm.

friday midnight when i was still using com suddenly a head popped in at my window and looked at me. it stared at me and i stared at it.

it was a stupid cat la! nearly scare me to death la. i stared at it for a moment because i was too shocked to react.

immediately i walked out of my room. the cat jumped down from my window as well.

luckily the window railings are small enough. if not the cat might have jumped in. then i duno what will happen liao. :S

although it was SUPER scary when i saw the head popped in, the cat looked super cute as well when it stared at me. just a head there opening its eyes so big. haiii duno wan to laugh or cry. ><

i thought the cat was gone already but the next morning, it came back. -.-

disturbed my sleep. argh irritated. i was very tired can.

because of the cloths it couldnt look inside. i think the cat insisted to look inside but it cant so it just climbed up my window to the top, sat there and relax. ZZZ nice one la the cat. -_-

i told my father about it. woooo my father is fierce. he took something and beat the cat. hahahaha. the cat ran away of course.

duno why cats always like to ka jiao me so much. that was the second time liao. different cat. maybe the cats knew that im scared so purposely come disturb me. ><

now im having phobia. i will always look at my windows every moment to see whether there are any cats disturbing me. :S

I HATE CATS. ><

just now was the x-th time lizards looked at me taking shower. zzzzz. -___-

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wooo i finished three packets of instant miso soup within two days. HAHA im crazy.

that is why i like pepper lunch so much. cos its salty enough. XDDD

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my maid was back from indonesia on saturday. she went back for two weeks.

i managed to survive through two weeks without her. HAHAHA.

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forgot to mention something i went pastamania for two consecutive days the week before holiday.

then as usual, met jiajun working for the two days. HAHA.

dun mistaken is not that i wan to go see him and not that i like to eat at pastamania. its just i felt like eating that for the period of time only. :D

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i just hurt my back again due to some reason. :(

permanent injury i got from chinese dance last time. it became worser now. :(

hurts when bending down now. :S

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alright thats all i wan to blog about. end with a random photo.

my bro sent it to me himself. -.- hahaha.

he acting cute. -.-

but i find this pic quite cute though. hehehe. XD

random:

its tiring to want everything to be perfect. :\

2009-06-22T02:56:00.008+08:00

celebrated szehuey's and jeremia's belated birthday on last monday. :)

me szehuey and keatyee met up first to buy szehuey's present at far east plaza. she chose a bag. :)

after that jeremia came to choose her present at bugis street. also a bag that is so so so similar to her previous present. -.- hahaha.

then chuan ann and huiting came. we had our dinner at iluma. the asian's kitchen. :)

we walked around in bugis street for awhile after the dinner. then home. :)

pictures taken on that day :)

me. keatyee. chuanann. :)

me with my food. :)

the waiter there took for us. :)

we took this in the toilet there while chuan ann was waiting for us outside. XD

taken on mrt. :)

me and szehuey. <3

2009-06-17T20:30:00.010+08:00

blog is rotting woohoo~ finally here to update! i got too many things to update until i forgot le. ><

ongoing tests reports and assignments for previous few weeks. no time to slack. :S

got back some tests results. hmt 16.5/20. fpm B. :( sad. thermo should be quite ok ba. hopefully.

ree was the most cui one. flopped the paper. think about 30 marks gone. gone case liao. DIE LIAO LA. 25% somemore. thanks ah.

i almost cry after the paper ended. first test in poly i got so many marks never do. :(((((((((((((((

dun feel like getting the paper back. dun wan face the reality. ><

finally holiday now so i got the time to blog. but i want BREAK. not STUDY BREAK.

there are still reports and project to do. and worst still COMMON TESTS straight after the break. SUPER SIAN LAAAAAAAAAAA!!! ><

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went for the campus road run on last wednesday. the weather was super hot on that day but i duno why i didnt get tan. :S

we took part in the non competitive run. 2.4km. two rounds around the stadium track and one around the school. i dun like running round the school cos there are up slopes. :\

my timing was about 17.30 mins. super shocked when i saw this timing when reaching the finishing line. my lousiest record and this was the first time i walked for 2.4 run. damn cui. result for not exercising for a year. ><

i felt like vomiting during the run and felt my head was spinning after that. OMG. then suffered from muscle aches few days after the run. HAHA so lousy.

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went out with the class last friday. we watched the movie drag me to hell at cineleisure. to me the movie was hmm...quite average. maybe abit above average.

storyline was ok ok. just alot shocking parts. kena shocked until sian. i was covering with my jacket initially. till in the end i gave up liao. let it shock me. ><

after the movie we walked around in orchard. then went yishun to have dinner. then went to watch them play basketball.

woo the game was in total silence. watched until abit sian HAHA. but lucky we joked around. so afterall its still quite fun. enjoyable day. :)

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went the new shopping centre in bugis on sunday. iluma. i went there again on monday. haha.

the shopping centre was quite big and the atmosphere there is also quite nice. :) just that quite a few shops are not open yet and the place is too quiet. but i like quiet. :)

i bought a pair of sandals on sunday. :)

anyway, pepper lunch is nice. :D :)))

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alright i will write yesterday's outing in another post. :)

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some photos during the outings and some random photos. :)

taken on that day when watching angels and demons. :)

taken from cuiwen's blog. :D

the class. :)

taken during first hmt lab. :)

during hmt lab too. ;)

~ CAMPUS RUN ~

OMG my face looks like tomato. ><

the girls ~ :D

me and cuiwen. :)

me and sakinah. :)

MOVIE WITH CPT0806

me and sakinah. ^^

ahahaha. in the end sakinah really got kissed by cuiwen. ><

at the bus stop. the reflection thing was funny! XDD

me. sakinah. cuiwen. :)

2009-05-25T00:43:00.005+08:00

im here to blog specially for MISS CHAN SZE HUEY.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CHANSEY!!! XDDD

yea yea finally same age liao wahahaha.

i dun nid to ask u to become more mature or what cos ure MATURE enough liao. XDD

hope everything will go smoothly for u. may all ur wishes come true! ;)

may u stay happy and chiooooo always~~~ !!!!

may our friendship last forever .............

and may ............................................................................... <3333>

lastly hope u'll enjoy ur 19th birthday celebration!!! :)))))))))))))))

sorry that we have to celebrate belated for u. :( hope u dun mind. :)

love ya!! muacks!!! *hug hug* <3

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2009-05-17T00:06:00.003+08:00

REPORTS REPORTS REPORTS. never ending reports. arghhh. IRRITATED. >:(

one week FOUR labs. two to three reports per week. tell me, how to study??

and now, im stuck with this irritating report. HOW TO DO??!!!

im VERY sleepy now but i still have to do so many things. everyday so late end make me so tired ... X_X

there will be a test on each week from next week onwards. WHERE GOT TIME TO STUDY LA .........

i think my slackness contribute alot to the lack of time. im really very lazy this sem. haix. so worry. ~_~

ok. enough of complaining. ><

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went for facial on wednesday. after my facial, i waited for szehuey to finish hers. then went home together with her.

who knows the mrt that we took suddenly stopped on the way to yck station. it was having technical problem. -.-

so suay. we were stucked in it for about half an hour. or even more. from evening to night. zzz. after that the mrt slowly moved to yck station.

we went over the other side to take bus but too many people were waiting too. then decide to take cab but not even one was available.

then realised the train was moving liao. so we went back to take mrt again.

see how much time we wasted. -.- thought can go home early cos its wednesday. SUAY DAY.

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went to watch movie with about half of the class yesterday. watched angels and demons at the cathay.

i really got to brush up my english liao! if sakinah didnt tell me the storyline throughout the movie, i wont understand the movie from the starting to ending. OMG. ><

luckily she told me the storyline, i managed to understand abit abit. to me the movie is quite nice even though i dont really understand. $10 not really wasted. ha.

after that we went plaza sing to eat. took photos also. then walked to heeren and cinileisure. walked around and then home.

:)

tiring day~ was exhausted when reached home. ><

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im super sleepy now. but there are still alot of things i hvnt do yet. :(

so many things until i dont even have the time to blog. duno when will blog again. ...

alright. back to the piles of work! :S

how irritating can a person be? @#!$&^$#$%!^#@!&#

2009-05-08T03:34:00.007+08:00

haix. when can i stop doing things that will make myself regret................................

WTF.

2009-05-03T15:39:00.004+08:00

had a weird dream just now. but dreams are usually opposite of what will happen in real life? hahaha.

how i wish i can live in dreams. so that i dun have to face the reality. ><

anyway, i cant connect to restaurant city today and yesterday. i opened last night but the points were not accumulated. thousand plus points gone. argh stupid. waste my time.

duno why im still feeling very tired now. SIAN.

2009-05-03T03:35:00.006+08:00

im so lazy to update. haaa. think will update less frequently when i got things to do. i cant multi task. ><

such a nice weather now. rainy night. but i dun really like rainy days now. i used to like rainy days alot. liked the cooling weather. but for now. just dun like the feeling...

but nice weather to sleep. sleepy. ~

im really getting very lazy to study. guess i hvnt adjust back my holiday mood.

why second week already got things to do. so sian. i hvnt slack enough yet.

second week over le. friday got holiday. for me like no use. like just wasting another day. but lucky got holiday la. ><

had been feeling very tired almost everyday. i think the timetable for this sem is not good. this sem super jia lat liao.

went for the director's list party thingy on wednesday. for me i think is quite boring. :S the cert is totally the same as last sem de. zz.

there are alot of things to do and i feel that there is not enough time. :( haix so many assignments...

ok really got to sleep liao. nites. ~

2009-04-28T00:29:00.003+08:00

super tiring day today as expected. had headache the whole day. but only became worser when came back. :(

after first two lessons i cant concentrate already. ree lecture i dont even understand a single thing. alamak HOW.

i think i cant take long hours. plus previous day not enough sleep. :X

and my gastric pain is back again now. this always will happen during school days. ><

anyway i saw all your comments in my tagboard. seems like mostly are positive comments. :) thanks for your comments! :) i think i shall remain this as my blogskin le. :))

duno why now suddenly got the "restaurant city trend". hahaha. seems like more and more people are playing liao. ><

i had been playing for these few days. someone kept competing to try to win me HAHAHA. alot are catching up with me liao. i cannot let them overtake! hahaha.

so lame of me to keep chionging this. LOL. XD

my head is very heavy now. headache headache. plus gastric pain. ahhh.

school's starting at 12pm later. going to sleep soon liao. :)

2009-04-26T19:19:00.005+08:00

hello everyone im back. hehe.

i've changed my blogskin le. :) although i dont like it alot alot, im abit sick of the previous one le. and i cant get back the previous one liao. got abit problem. :S

never mind la temporary use this for now. cant find better one le. i like peixian's blogskin actually. haha.

recently like in love with yellow. hehe. ><

anyway the navigations are the words "what i've", "been looking for" and "all this time". haha i cant find them initially.

the first week of year two sem one is over. its quite a tiring week for me even though alot lessons were cancelled. there's no school on wednesday. maybe because i hvnt get used yet.

duno why i found it very hard to concentrate during lessons liao. i think lessons time is my sleeping time wahaha.

till now except for maths, i think all other modules i cmi.

ree, thermodynamics, hmt and fpm. till now i still BLUR. and sp4. worst. think its going to be very very hard. dun think im good at this sem de modules. :(

im getting very slack now. haix. :(((((((((((((((((((

tmr is the crazy long day. its going to be a very tiring day. SIAN.

i need to buck up liao. wake up wake up wake up ... !!!

hmm anyway do you all prefer the previous blogskin or this? tag my tagboard. i need your comments cause probably i may change back. hehe.

2009-04-20T03:08:00.004+08:00

my laptop finally break down le. after so much 折磨 from me and so many viruses. finally they attack my com. ><

my dad sent my laptop for repair on tuesday. the person told me the hard disk spoilt and cant retrieve anything back. that means everything is gone. YAY. lol. even though all programs are gone but i finally got to remove all nonsense inside.

my com crashed on monday. so i didnt use my laptop for about four days. i really missed my laptop. *sniff sniff* i will take better care of it now. XD

my pinky become very dirty just for two days. poor pinky. ...

thursday went cwp to eat sakae sushi buffet with suhui. randomly asked me out to eat cos she suddenly crave to eat. the previous day was me. hehe.

we ate quite little. for me was because i didnt have enough sleep. then walked around in cwp. bought some things. then home. :)

friday went bugis with szehuey. ate at pastamania then bugis street to shop. i bought a dress again (omg) and a belt. szehuey bought a skirt and socks. she gave me one yay thanks thanks. :)

then went for facial. not facial actually. for mine is ear candling and eye treatment. szehuey's body massage and eye treatment.

did the ear candling for the first time. quite relaxing. did a mask also while waiting for szehuey. then she went for church.

i went cwp to exchange something coincidentally i saw mag! haha talked to her awhile. just went for facial so i covered my face when talking to her. ><

...

school's starting LATER. not much feeling like last time. im really not prepared yet. i cant believe holiday is gone. :(

but luckily first week has alot lessons canceled. maybe thats why i feel more relaxed. i have just started to enjoy my holiday only and its ending now... :(

ok la. later starting school at 1pm end at 6pm. lucky not the normal monday. 10 to 8.30. with only one break. MAD.

got to reconfigure school stuff. argh.

alright. nites.

i still cant believe school's starting later. -.-

...

2009-04-13T04:51:00.011+08:00

met up with keatyee and jeremia at causeway point yesterday. we ate at pastamania. only me and jeremia eating. keatyee eye power. haha.

coincidentally jiajun was working that time. wooo we got discounted and free food. ~ X) he joined us for his break. zz he is still as crappy. -.- but quite funny though. haha.

after eating we walked around cwp without destination. just walked blindly. then went outside cwp and bus interchange to chat. then home. ~ :)

... ... ...

2009-04-11T05:39:00.005+08:00

random thoughts:

i must be thankful and grateful for what i have.

i need to have a normal lifestyle.

i have to change my bad temper. (so hard. :S)

i am trying hard not to mind others' words, but i can't. :(

that stupid junior you get it from me!

2009-04-10T02:04:00.005+08:00

first person to tell me i become fatter. my maid. :X she's so direct ah. XD

see...you all dun believe me. i really become fatter liao neh...! :(

i seriously need to find one day to go exercise liao. cannot delay anymore. maybe later? hopefully will do it. ><

im angry, irritated, pissed, annoyed ... ...

我想我只是在发自己的闷气吧。

2009-04-09T00:42:00.005+08:00

im very tired now to think properly what to write. hmm.

went jb with szehuey yesterday. yea only two of us. XD this is her first time going with a friend. :X

took bus from kranji. short ride and very little people only. the bus to city square also not much people. lucky.

reached there started shopping. hehe we went many many shops to shop.

i bought alot alot things. let me see. i bought two dresses, two t-shirts, two tank tops, a pair of shorts and two pairs of shoes. cant remember what else liao. and some chewing gums. so how much you think i spent? hehe.

we had our lunch cum dinner at secret recipe. had the same dish and shared a chocolate drink with whipped cream. quite nice. :) i forgot to buy the cakes back. :(

after eating we continued our shopping for awhile more. she bought few things also but not as much as me of course. X)

took bus back to custom then walked to woodlands centre. back with a large bag of things. lotttts of things. XD (i spent till no more singapore money left. :( ) broke liao really broke liao. heartbroke when i saw the amount in my account. :(((

after that we went to find keatyee at her house. passed her a sweet we bought at jb. ;) chatted with her about one hour plus. :)

so long never go her house liao. :) enjoyed the time chatting together. :) after that me and szehuey took bus home.

so tired. was sleeping on the ride back. cos i didnt sleep at all the night before. ><

tiring day. but i really enjoyed the day. had fun time shopping. its only the two of us so we can shop anywhere we want and buy whatever we want. so fun! hehe. XD

yea yea szehuey i really had fun time too! great time shopping. :) weeee~~~~ (but dun think there's a next time? :((( )

. . .

went for facial just now. after that i went sumo house to eat alone.

one interesting thing. an aunty joined me to eat with me. haha. she asked me if she can eat together with me. of course i agreed. we both alone so i don't mind. haha.

im quite lucky haha. or else i will be eating alone. i even started chatting with her. haha. she told me she is 73 this year. omg cant see she that age liao. :X

i helped her pay for the food at the cashier. we chatted while eating. she told me she is a catholic and about her life blah blah. haha.

what she said was not so boring and i even considered quite interesting also. interesting to know people's life. haha. but she tend to repeat her words. she cant remember what she said and what i say. she asked for my name more than three times. :X XD

after eating she continued to talk to me outside. although quite interested to listen but she talked abit too long liao. XD

before going she thanked me for being her friend and even gave me two kisses on my cheeks. haha! really nice knowing her. haha. :)

maybe i can try going out alone more often? maybe i may know more friends. haha. yep thats all i want to update for now. :)

ELEVEN more days before school reopen. (thank you sakinah for correcting me. haha.) :( haix so sian. but today passed by nyp abit missed the times in school. lol siao. ><

treasure the last few days~~~ ... :( X)

stop irritating me. freak. its getting on my nerves. ... ...

2009-04-07T04:36:00.005+08:00

timetable is out!

super sian. monday till 8.30pm?! oh gosh.

thursday and friday start at 8am. faints. how can i wake up?!

luckily tuesday starts abit later at 12pm and wednesday only have three lessons. weird timetable. ><

ahhhhhh. woot. all the best to me. :(

yea yea got to sleep liao. waking up quite early later. :D hope to have fun. ;)

2009-04-05T04:33:00.011+08:00

hello people! here to blog again. :D

school is starting in another two weeks time. oops didnt mean to remind everyone. super sian can! ><

i havent get prepared yet. not prepared to touch books again. :\

starting of holiday that time i still wished to go back to school. i must be crazy. but for now ... how i wished the holidays can extend! two weeks more is seriously not enough!!

ok let me think what i did doing this holiday. ... mostly rot. stayed at home stone infront of laptop. i wasted so long of my holiday!

and i can confirm one thing now. 我是宅女. XD

during this holiday i also went to look back at some "old things". hehe looking back at those things made me laugh but made me emo also after that. but awhile only la hehe.

hehe too much time so bo liao go look back. some things were found out accidentally when cleaning up my room. oh ya i need to clean up my room again liao before school reopens. :D

one more thing i got to change back my sleeping time soon. i say this got more than ten times liao ba. :D

this is one old thing my bro 'dug' out.

cool right. XD this is about ten years ago. my younger bro looked the funniest. XDD

i randomly heard the song in my blog just now. this song was quite a few years ago de. i think that its nice so decided to put it in my blog. :D

2009-04-04T03:49:00.016+08:00

went to eat sakae sushi buffet with szehuey jeremia and huiting on wednesday. at orchard atrium.

quite long never eat liao. wanted to eat more but too full.

hehe i lazy to think what to type so put alot photos. :D

jeremia aka TrusT XD

huiting~ she stole my sushi. XD

me omg i put the whole sushi into my mouth.

szehuey~ looks cute huh. :D

huiting asked me if i want the plate of sushi but they innocent kena take. see her face so innocent. XD jeremia's reaction was fast. XP

me and huiting trying to style jeremia's hair. but she thinks that we are destroying her hair. XD (she censored her own face. XDD)

jeremia with that signature smile and pose.

me~ lol. XD

szehuey~~~

:))))

jeremia thinks her mouth this way is cool. hmm...

omg wahaha.

the desserts~~~ nice!

lastly, photos of all of us. :D

jeremia made an animation on these two pics. but too bad the animation doesnt work here.

alot more random photos i didnt put. :D

after the buffet huiting went off and me szehuey and jeremia walked around in orchard.

went far east plaza to shop. szehuey bought three dresses and i bought one too! :D nice time shopping. :)

after that walked awhile more in orchard. went heeren. then back home. :D

to my friend:

stop coming out with your own theories which make no sense to me.
the funny thing is that you thought you are making sense out of it but i am laughing like what.
so please, stop with your nonsense and telling me how GREAT you are.
thank you.
YOU are the one that should grow up.

XD

2009-04-01T00:30:00.024+08:00

more photos to upload. :)

the shadows of our hands. :D

the food we had. pacific dory! X)

acting to see the menu. but szehuey so fake. XD

yixin with nerdy specs~~!

mag~~!

me again XD

woohoo cool man~~~

chao shuai. ou xiang!!! XD

chiobu~~ XD szehuey~~!

ruiyi with that super cute expression. LOL! XD

mag made this pic of us all. cool right! XD

class outing. :D

cuiwen and i. :D

me and cute guy KG!!! XDD

weee~~ hehe. :D

;)

me and cuiwen again. ;DD

gals~!

another class photo! :D

think should be about all i want to upload liao. :D

2009-03-31T01:02:00.007+08:00

went class outing with CPT0806 on sunday. :D

we met at woodlands interchange and took bus to east coast park.

on the way there the rain was pouring like what. :X so heavy loh! luckily it became smaller and finally stopped when we reached there. just nice. :)

long walk to the pit. XD when we reached there the food and everything were there already. :D we straight away start the fire. (fire started by npcc sir KG. :D)

took quite a moment for the fire to start up. then started barbecuing. :D

we started eating, chatting, joking and laughing, and of course went around taking photos. :)

me and sakinah at bus interchange. :)

cuiwen and i. :D

starting up the fire. by KG pro. :D

while waiting. :D

alot photos got cuiwen and only she will pose for me to take. XD

starting up fire in progress ...

night time and finally there were food to eat!

sakinah cuiwen and i! ~ :D

the girls ~ ! :)

second pic. cuiwen looked like she is going to eat up sakinah's head. ><

the guys ~ ! :D

whole class!!! :DDD (picture quite small ><)

hehe. :D

after clearing all food we sat there chatting and some played soccer. stayed till 10+ and most of us went home by bus. :)

fun day i had with the class. hope to have another outing with them soon! ;)

2009-03-31T00:32:00.006+08:00

few photos to upload. outing with the clique. :)

the girls ~ ! ;)

us with beng jun. :D

szehuey and i. :)

took turns to wear szehuey's specs. :D

wahaha me ~~ ! X)

ruiyi~~! i think she suits this specs the most. :D

suhui~~!

rain~!! XD beng jun la. we call him rain because of that shades. ><

ultra-woman~. !!! hahaha yixin~~!

there are still somemore photos i havent receive. so only can upload these few. :D

2009-03-28T03:20:00.004+08:00

went out with the clique just now. met mag ruiyi suhui yixin at admiralty first, then went dhoby ghaut to meet szehuey after her attachment.

we went the cathay to watch coming soon. ruiyi was sitting beside me. she shouted even when the movie hasnt start. -.- XD

the movie was woo ... scary~~ ! alot shocking parts. screaming throughout. no la during those shocking parts. ><

but overall i think that the movie is quite nice. i can still remember the scary face now. omg. :X

hehe this is only the second time i watched horror movie in movie theatre.

after that we went plaza sing to eat. at the manhattan fish market (according to mag's blog cos i duno the name XD).

we waited for quite long to queue up. beng jun joined us for dinner. all of us ordered the same. forgot what fish and chips.

we ordered three peach teas and one lemon tea. but in the end all come ice lemon tea.

we told the manager or in charge. she gave us one more cup of lemon tea and one peach tea to test the difference.

yes they gave us wrongly. :X in the end they had to change the three cups to peach tea. wow. its not our fault but we like abit troubling them.

we ate and chatted and took photos. took turns to take photo wearing szehuey's nerdy specs. haha. X)

the fish and chips is nice but i didnt manage to finish it. too full.

after that went daiso. ruiyi bought her things.

later on szehuey and mag went home first. me ruiyi suhui yixin and bengjun went the top of esplanade.

we sat there to chat for awhile. then went back.

hahaha guess who we saw at city hall station? we saw the 陈彼得老师. the campus superstar's teacher.

we purposely walked near him to see him. and let him notice us. HAHA kidding la. XD

i asked ruiyi to sing aloud to let him listen. then maybe he will 发掘 her and sign her as singer. hahahahaha. XDDD

we kept laughing beside him like siao. ruiyi kept saying craps that made me laugh like mad. XD

ruiyi even asked us to guess where he will alight. in the end yixin guessed correctly. haha. and the other guy ... LOL!!! XDDD

fun day i had. i enjoyed today. :)))

maybe will upload the photos soon. ;)

2009-03-28T02:05:00.008+08:00

tuesday went out with suhui and yixin. :)

firstly went mr curry at the central to eat.

at mr curry ;)

me with food

after that we went the pub clinic. the pub is interesting. the theme of the pub is hospital. there are wheelchairs, lights use for surgery, and even drinking water using drip feed and syringe. ><

we didnt get too sit on wheelchairs and didnt order the drip feed thing. cos its too expensive. X)

at clinic

finally got to taste this drink. bloody mary. its tomato juice with a little alcohol. i like this drink because its salty enough. XD but they dont really think its nice. ><

i dont know whats the name of this. taste like medicine. bleah not nice de. ><

me with my "favourite" drink.

the light used for surgery. cool right.

woohoo kisses from them. XD

两只女鬼~~

we stayed there chatting and drinking. managed to catch last train home.

last photo of us before going back. :)

we went admiralty's mcdonalds to eat and chat till about 3am. then accompanied yixin home and i stayed over at suhui's house till the next day.

2009-03-18T01:13:00.012+08:00

gotten my results...yesterday. :D

i thought i will drop alot. to my surprise, i only drop abit. thank God. hee.

dropped by 0.02 for this semester. but overall dropped by 0.01. phew. ><

some modules really shocked me. like communication skills and maths. was shocked when i received the sms. cause i didnt have much expectations.

didnt sleep at all last night. too nervous liao. then when received the sms in the morning i straight away jumped out of bed to check my gpa. XD

hee satisfied with the results. but i think sure alot moderation de loh. gosh year two will be much harder i think. worryyy ... hope i can maintain. hope i wont get more slack ... ...

good luck to those getting results today .. !

very sleepy now ~~~ didnt sleep well during holidays. sian always cannot sleep. zz.

hoilday left about one more month. i wasting time only. broke liao no earn money. :(

<3
shuai dao bao. ><

some people are just so fake.

2009-03-15T21:17:00.016+08:00

why today's connection like that. alamak.

two more days. result!! actually only one day plus. =S

but this semester i like abit heck care liao. see i never mention much. not like last semester. ><

because ... i know this semester i wont do as well as last semester. haiii. so not excited to know at all. hope dont drop too much can liao.

but i am starting to feel nervous now. not excited but worry. :(

good luck to me. good luck to everyone also!

... duno what to write liao.

^^
so cute.

2009-03-11T03:30:00.012+08:00

this post only got photos. aha. :D

me and huiting the birthday girls X)

haha what pose is this .. XD

below are those photos jeremia got forced by me and huiting. hahaha very funny de.

forced to be kissed by huiting. haha look at her expression. lol!

forced to be licked ><

forced to be kissed by me XD

kissed by US!!! hahahaha XDDD

keatyee hugged by us :D

muackzzZ ... ><

lick szehuey ~~ !!

trying to make face slimmer but failed. -.- haha. but huiting looks very cute!! XD

keatyee lying on our laps. :D

haha this photo is funny. looks like we are looking at a newborn baby. XDD

our backviews ~

we were asked to pose like this ahaha..

they asked us to pose ... like models. LOL. XD

err i didnt upload all the photos of course. too many. this is only half of the photos we took i think. i havent receive the other half. probably uploading next time. if i got the mood. :)

2009-03-08T18:52:00.008+08:00

hello quite long never update liao! hehe.

yesterday went out with szehuey jeremia huiting and keatyee to celebrate me and huiting's belated birthday! quite long never meet all of them liao! X)

we went marina square's seoul garden to eat first. alot of craps especially from jeremia. haha. kept making us laugh. hahaha.

after that we went vivocity. stayed there took photos. took quite alot of photos! haha. laughed alot also. at jeremia's expression. haha no la. XD probably will upload some photos when i receive.

so whole outing most of the time we were laughing. XD i enjoyed and had fun too! :D

and yay i received a lovely dress from huiting! i really like that alot. thank you huiting mei mei! and a minnie mouse notebook and a pair of clips! so nice! haha.

yesterday had a talk with szehuey also. had a few chats with her also ever since she returned. felt so much better after chatting with her! :)

oh i really feel grateful to have her as my great friend. thanks for always being there for me. thanks for everything! thanks for that hug ... !! ;)))

thank you my friend also! haha i know who and you know who you are can liao. ;) thanks for just there listening to me. i know its abit bored. X)

and of course my bro also. spent time talking to me. haha. and the rest of course. :D

haha ok i think my job search had failed. cant find much. actually didnt make alot effort to find. hehe.

but alot people also cant find. even those who took alot effort to search de. so for me i think i can give up the hope. i so choosy. X)

so this holiday dun think will be working liao. rotting time more. money lesser. aiyoyo.

anyway, my bro is now crazy about the hong kong show jia hao yue yuan liao. and after watching that show he is now going crazy about zhong jia xin. hahaha.

he strongly recommended me to watch that show. just watched the first episode. so probably i will start watching that show now. hopefully i dun go crazy about it like him. X)

ok and since yesterday i kept listening to this song.

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

this is only the chorus part. 爱不疚 sung by 林峰.

ok not i want listen de. is my bro kept playing it over and over again. -.- i only know the chorus. haha. anyway i am downloading the song now. FOR HIM. haha he will definitely be very happy. XD

this is one of the songs played in the show. he thinks that this song always reminds him of the scenes in the show. lin feng and zhong jia xin. so he likes this song alot. hahaha.

for me i think that this song is abit irritating. who ask him play so many times. haha. but i hvnt watch the show. maybe after watching i will like. XD

so maybe after i like i will post the whole song's lyrics. LOL why am i influenced by him?! XDDD

alright. back to -- rotting.

XD

omg i just realised its a super long post. :D

2009-03-02T16:01:00.002+08:00

not in the mood to update but really got nothing to do...

should be happy its holiday already but the boredom makes me feel like going back to school. ok i kidding only. i should enjoy my holiday.

last time i like to zuo bo but duno why now only few days cmi liao. cant stand that feeling ... ...

want go out also not much money to spend liao. my account...sian.

must go find work liao. hope i can manage to find an easy work. but scared i no mood work. alamak. -.-

someone go find work with me soon!

i hate that feeling ... ... ... ... ... ...